Brief Weird Words From The Past

Nobody has invented a real time machine but a book can make you a time traveler. Yeah!

What?

Well, I just found a book of mine, a book where I wrote about many random things in it. I started writing on the book on 2010. The last time stamp written on it is Feb 22, 2012.

I just realized how I desperately tried hard to write down everything I wanted to do in my daily life, my life. There seems hundreds of wishlist I haven't made it happen. 

But there is one page that really caught my eyes. I can't believe I wrote it.

What are we living for?
As long as I'm alive, I'll do my best for everyone. I want to have many friends, I don't want any enemy. We are all living in the same world, the same planet, earth. So, why don't we just live together in peace? If so, that would be wonderful.

Selfishness. Everyone has it. But how can we control it? We are just humans. Don't let it control us, we have to control it.

Sadness and happiness. They are two very different things, just like love and hate. But we can have them at one time, isn't that cool?

Regret. Never regret anything as long as we do the right thing.

I'm a mean girl, but from the deepest of my heart I want to see everyone happy. 

I don't know what was on my mind when I wrote it. Yes I am weird person who has a bunch of random thing in mind. And worse, I'm not good at memorizing. That's why reopening old books like this can help me reminding me what I did in the past, reminding me how strange and fool I was lol.

I can't write

I am not good at writing. It’s always hard to find the idea. What am I gonna write? Is this okay? Is that okay?

Okay.

So this is what I’m thinking about now. I love reading. Books, article, or news. I always wonder how those writers and journalists are so amazing. They are genius. How to convince their readers to read their writing until the last words? How to make sure that the writing is not boring? They can describe the exact detail of a place or simply an object with very-well-structured words. They are able to bring us to their story, their world.

Isn't that cool?

When I was in school, I always hate it when my teacher asked me to write a paragraph. He taught me how to write a paragraph. There are some common steps to do it. But still, it's hardddddd.

I wish I could get an opportunity to join a workshop about writing techniques whether it's for journal, news, novel, or lyrics maybe....that would be fun.